HAPPY 29th ANNIVERSARY!!

Yes, today is my parents' 29th anniversary and also my father's 65th birthday!! Well, I guess there will be another family dinner with my uncles, aunts & cousins tonight. And if you guys wonder why my dad is so old, that is because he is 16 years older than my mother ^_^ I remember I used to hear mom telling us stories of how they met, and how her family didn't believe that my dad was still single... I thank God for this day and for all the miracles HE has done in my family. To see my father standing where he is right now is just beyond words can say. I'm happy... though it would be more complete if only my brother was here too.

Aaaah... blogstipation... is that the right word to describe my laziness in updating my blog lately?? Not that there's nothing happen lately, but I just don't feel like it's something I want to speak of... ^_^ And it's kinda boring... another trip to MI, another story of the movies I'm watching, another opinion of the CDs I'm listening... nothing new, eh! I even had to do quizes to condiser it as yesterday's entry!! Pathetic...

Mmmm, now I have 2 Tezuka in my mind... First, Tezuka Miyuki a.k.a Kamen Rider Raia a.k.a Ultraman Agul. Second is Tezuka Kunimitsu, the leader of Sheisun Gakuen's Tennis Club of the anime Tennis No Oujisama (Prince of Tennis). It's his picture in the right, quiet good looking, don't you think? He he he.. He's so charismatic, no wonder the whole team respect him so much, even Ryoma Echizen, the little prodigy. *sigh* I've finished 6 of its DVD, still have 3 more to go..

What else?? See, I'm still under this blogstipation mode right now...

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Your anime hair color is green.


What is your anime hair color?
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And I thought I hate green!!


You are Form 3, Unicorn: The Innocent.

"And The Unicorn knew she wasn't meant to
go into the Dark Wood. Disregarding the advice
given to her by the spirits, Unicorn went
inside and bled silver blood.. For her
misdeed, the world knew evil."

Some examples of the Unicorn Form are Eve
(Christian) and Pandora (Greek).
The Unicorn is associated with the concept of
innocence, the number 3, and the element of
water.
Her sign is the twilight sun.

As a member of Form 3, you are a curious
individual. You are drawn to new things and
become fascinated with ideas you've never come
in contact with before. Some people may say
you are too nosey, but it's only because you
like getting to the bottom of things and
solving them. Unicorns are the best friends to
have because they are inquisitive.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
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Your soul is bound to the Solitary Rose: The
Alone.

"When I wake up alone, the shades are still
drawn on the cold window pane so they cast
their lines on my bed and lines on my
face."

The Solitary Rose is associated with loneliness,
melancholy, and patience. It is governed by
the goddess Merope and its sign is The Sword,
or Unrequited Love.

As a Solitary Rose, you may be summed up as a
hopeless romantic. You desire love and have so
much love to give, but thing just never seem to
work out the way you want them to. In life,
you can be very optomistic, even when things
are gray and nothing works out to your
expectations.


What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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Mmmmm... ^_^

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REVIEW BARANG BARU...

So I finally got THE ROSE's pictorial book... dan isinya banyak scene2 yang mengharukan. hiks T___T Jadi makin gak sabar deh untuk nunggu episode selanjutnya, karena sepertinya si Bai He jadian & married ma Jin, soalnya ada scene wedding & adegan ranjang getu!! Dan yang bikin gue keselek, ada scene pas si Kui nyium Jin!!! Oh, itu bibir!!!

Lee Hom's Unbelievable was also available and I surprised myself that this is the first Lee Hom's album that I can enjoy from the 1st song until the last one!!! Well, he's still experimenting in one or two pieces, but those were still acceptable to my ears. Doesn't like the way he's rapping though. So far I'm hooked to the 2nd song, NI BU ZAI. There's a full English song, NOT YOUR AVERAGE THUG... gak terlalu suka... But at least I could hear his "signature" (the way Mrs. Tao puts it) in the whole album.

Trus waktu gue lagi nyari2 Roy Qiu Zhe yang baru, katanya Kuuga dah abis, ya sudah, gue pesan saja. Tapi ternyata beberapa saat kemudian dia keluarin tuh dari meja kasir... katanya sih pesenan orang tapi gak jelas kapan mau diambil dan dikasih ke gue!! Ya sudah... When I heard this guy's first album I knew that there's something special about him. And it was proved when I listened to this album! His music is not so common, and the way he sing it is... mmmh, how should I say it? Extraordinary? Probably.... but I really like this one. And from what I read, he wrote some of the songs too... not bad! He could be more than just a teenage idol someday!!

Trus semakin cinta dengan Peter Ho... karena dapet kloningan Paradise Lost kemaren...And he's speaking English instead of Japanese in that movie! The way he says: "Gimme the belt!" oh so sexyyyyyy!!! Sayang dia terbunuh begitu cepat ditangan Yuji Kiba tercinta.... tragis skaleeee!!

Apalagi ya... masih garing mode neh!!

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*sigh* lagi garing banget neh kayaknya, walopun tiap hari inbox gua banjir imel dari ibu2 groupies :D You know who you are, girls! ^_^ Minggu kemaren pulang dari Surabaya langsung ngabisin RYUKI, sampe nangis2 segala waktu Shinji meninggal... hu hu T___T tragis sekale nasibnya anak ini! Walopun bodoh sehari2 dan bahkan sesudah henshin tetap bodoh, tapi tetaplah dia peran utamanya dan justru ketololan2nya itu yang membuat gua cinta... Oh Shinjiiiiiii, kenapa justru setelah dikau sekarat barulah Ren mengerti perasaanmu!! Malang sekali kau Shinjiiiiii.... Hiks...

Setelah bernangis2 dan tertawa2 bersama Kamen Rider, lalu lanjutlah petualangan serial gua dengan.... THE ROSE. Disinilah derita yang sesungguhnya dimulai! Gara2 film ini gua tiap hari berangkat kantor dengan terkantuk2 karena gua nontonin ini sampe midnight mulu!!! Oh tidak, begitu kuatkah pesona si monyong itu?? Sampe film yang durasinya cuma 45 menit bisa jadi sejam lebih karena banyak scene yang di repeat2??? HUAAAAAAAA, kata totoro belon abis pula di episode 20 yag gua punya ini!! Sampe2 gue curi2 nonton di kantor kalo bos2 pada keluar... @_@ Memang jalan ceritanya komik banget, segala hal yang norak, kampungan, aneh, tidak senonoh ada semua!! Tapi anehnya semuanya berasa natural... bahkan akting mereka menurut gua natural banget, it's like something that you can find in every family lah ^_^ Oh Cinta Kui, cinta Kui, cinta Kui... Langsunglah gue sms Kuuga untuk merubah order bukunya Tony menjadi picto book THE ROSE (Dui bu qi Xie Zhiii... pindah hati dulu nih). Eeeehhh, ujung2nya si Kuuga nelpon gua dan setelah ngobrol2 bernostalgia tentang Shinji & Kitaoka, kita pun sepakat untuk bikin kaos SMART BRAIN!! OMG!! Pengocoran bertambah!! Kuuga, penjahat dikau! Dikau memang punya taktik dagang yang hebat skale!! 2 biji CD gretongan bisa menghasilkan pengocoran yang tidak terduga dan tidak terbatas!!! Udah gitu masih nekat pula menawarkan jaket untuk bikin gang FAIZ! Mau gue pake kemanaaaaa??? Gua kan nggak punya battlehopper untuk ditunggangi! Oh, anak ini memang benar2 penggoda!

Minggu kemaren juga coba2 order lewat shinsaga... ha, senangnya barusan semua pesananku sudah mendarat di meja!!! Ada Ryuki Final Episode, 13 Riders (gue beli lagi, karena punya dipinjem sapa gue lupa dan sepertinya tidak akan kembali), OST Tennis No Oojisama, OST Weiss Kreuz & Weiss Kreuz Gluhen Vol 1. Aaaahhh, mau tidur jam berapa saya setiap malam jadinya??? Pasrah aja deh.....

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Dear Opa,

Tomorrow I will fly to your place to see you,
much much sooner than expected & planned.
Tomorrow I will see your face for the first time,
and sadly... for the last time.

This morning mom called and told me,
that Jesus has decided to take your pain away,
that it's time for you to see HIM face to face.
I just wish I could've known you earlier.

Dear Opa,
I am trying to imagine what you look like,
my chest feels heavy,
tomorrow seems too long to wait for.

All my life,
I always thought I'm the unluckiest person on earth,
for not knowing the faces of my grandma & grandpas,
but Oma.
I didn't even know that you exist,
until 2 years ago you called mom at home and she told me later when I was about to go to bed.
She told me everything,
the pain and loss that you have given your daughter & sons,
the step siblings you gave them (and the youngest is as old as me),
the struggle that Oma faced because of you,
and your deteriorating health that pushed you to call each of them and appologized.

That night was the most wonderful night of my life,
I cried silently in bed,
knowing that I could finally get to know you,
that I'm just like everyone else,
I have my oma and I have my opa,
and having heard from mom of the blood that ran in my veins is partly yours,
know I know why I always love your race! ^_^

Dear Opa,
I just want to let you know that Oma had forgiven you,
Mom had forgiven you,
we all had forgiven you long ago.
My bestfriends said I might discover more about you when I meet your family tomorrow...
I wish they're right,
and I'm looking forward to it.

Dear Opa,
I'll miss you.
But I believe that one day we'll be together with THE FATHER.
Untill then,
I live my life as best as I can,
and I'll remember you in my heart.


To the grandfather I never know of... but I love deeply in my heart.